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Just a Lil' Bit of Love

by Eric Ryan-Johnson

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Sometimes we’re looking for something that we don’t have. A little pleasure or happiness in our lives. But there’s one thing at times it seems so hard to find. We all need a little love. Just a little bit of love. When I first saw her, – she looked so fragile Protected by her patchwork coat I sat next to her just to be a friend. We all need a little love. Just a little bit of love. And I’m so happy that you turned your life around. In our darkest hours we both made a friend. We both made a friend. You’re like sunshine after a summer storm. But the things you overcame, – well I can too. You help me thru. We all have addictions in these lives of ours. Its psychological or physical – and sometimes both. Because the one thing at times it seems so hard to find. We all need a little love. Just a little bit of love. And the people that you seem to think are strong, Are the ones you should worry ‘bout when things go wrong. And all it really takes is just a little love. We all need a little love. Just a little bit of love. We all need a little love. Just a little bit of love. And I’m so happy that you turned your life around. In our darkest hours we both made a friend. We both made a friend. You’re like sunshine after a summer storm. But the things you overcame, - well I can too. You help me thru. And I’m so happy that you turned your life around. In our darkest hours we both made a friend. We both made a friend. You’re like sunshine after a summer storm. But the things you overcame, – well I can too. You help me thru. And I’m so happy that you turned your life around. In our darkest hours we both made a friend. We both made a friend. You’re like sunshine after a summer storm. But the things you overcame, – well I can too. You help me thru.
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I wanted happiness And I wanted sweet success And I wanted everything - for you And I hoped for confidence And love that wasn’t meaningless And I hoped for all the best - for you After all our words were thrown about After arguments when I’d act out But still I wanted all the best - for you And I did all that I could do After everything that I went thru All the while I waited patiently - for you I am done wishing I am done hoping I am worn out on Playing psychologist I am done waiting I am done trying I am tired of Asking for a little love I wanted happiness And I wanted sweet success And I wanted everything - for you And I hoped for confidence And love that wasn’t meaningless And I hoped for all the best - for you I am done wishing I am done hoping I am worn out on Playing psychologist I am done waiting I am done trying I am tired of Begging for a little love I wanted all the best I wanted all the best And I wanted all the best for you I wanted all the best I wanted all the best And I wanted all the best for you Now I wish all the best for you Now I wish all the best for you
3.
Blackjack 21 04:15
Blackjack, blackjack Now you’ve got twenty-one You were my queen-of-hearts Busted, I fell apart Blackjack, blackjack Now you’ve tricked everyone Dealt me, and then deceived What was hidden up your sleeve But you were my queen-of-hearts And you were my queen-of-hearts You’d always complain how people were mean You’d always tell me how no one was kind I believed you and I took your side But then you were just like them Then you were just like them Blackjack, blackjack Now you’ve got twenty-one You were my queen-of-hearts Busted, I fell apart Blackjack, blackjack Now you’ve tricked everyone Dealt me, and then deceived What was hidden up your sleeve But you were my queen-of-hearts And you were my queen-of-hearts I’m happy for you, that you made it this far I’m glad I could help you – get your foot in the door But I wish you would say something say something kind I wish you’d apologize – I wish you’d apologize Blackjack, blackjack Now you’ve got twenty-one You were my queen-of-hearts Busted, I fell apart Blackjack, blackjack Now you’ve tricked everyone Dealt me, and then deceived What was hidden up your sleeve But you were my queen-of-hearts You were my queen Oh, blackjack, blackjack Now you’ve got twenty-one You were my queen-of-hearts Busted, I fell apart Blackjack, blackjack Now you’ve tricked everyone Dealt me, and then deceived What was hidden up your sleeve But you were my queen-of-hearts Always my queen-of-hearts
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Seven 01:51
I wait up to see If you will message me It’s getting so very late It’s one o’clock Two o’clock Three o’clock Four o’clock Five o’clock Six o’clock Seven I don’t think that I Have slept in these last years I’ve waited up for your call It’s now one o’clock Two o’clock Three o’clock Four o’clock Five o’clock Six o’clock It’s s even I wish I could hear you say my name I wish I could hear you say my name I wish I could hear you say my name Just one more time I helped you back then Why won’t you help me now? You won’t reciprocate It’s past one o’clock Two o’clock Three o’clock Four o’clock Five o’clock Six o’clock Selfish
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Never knew I could feel like this Like I'd never seen the sky before Wanted to vanish inside your kiss Every day I loved you more and more Listen to my heart Can you hear it sing? Telling me to give you everything Seasons may change Winter to spring But I’ll love you until the end of time Come what may Come what may I will love you until my dying day Suddenly the world seemed such a perfect place Suddenly it moved with such a perfect grace Suddenly my life didn’t seem like such a waste It all revolved around you And there’s no mountain too high No river too wide Sing out this song and I’ll be there by your side Storm clouds may gather And stars may collide But I’ll love you till the end of time Come what may Come what may I will love you until my dying day Come what may Come what may I will love you until my dying day
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Why can’t I understand I’m so confused Cuz I thought you loved me And why can’t you understand I’m still the same. Why can’t you still love me? I thought I felt what love Was all about It felt so good inside And now it seems all gone It’s disappeared Why can’t you still love me? We want to blame someone But it’s not fair We’re both to blame, I know Someday our eyes will meet Before we die But life’s so short, you know? Why can’t you still love me? (I still love you) Why can’t you still love me? (I still love you) Why can’t you still love me? (I still love you)
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Without You 02:31
I’ll try to be at peace Rememb’ring good things And try to stay Positive Rememb’ring how it felt To feel loved by you Before it all Fell apart So I’ll thank you for the kind words you said And I’ll remember all the good times we had As I sleep in my own bed Without you – without you I’ll try to give you peace By thinking good thoughts And try to save Some sanity I’ll write some happy songs About your fickle love Not wond’ring why You broke my heart So I’ll thank you for the kind words you said And I’ll remember all the good times we had As I sleep in my own bed Without you – without you So I’ll thank you for the kind words you said And I’ll remember all the good times we had As I sleep in my own bed Without you – without you Without, without you Without you Without you Without, without you Without you
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You 05:09
When you were unsure I’d hold your hand And when you were sad I would understand You You When you were lost I pointed the way And when you’d say “I can't do it, I can't do it" "I can't do it, I can't do it” I’d say, I’d say You I love you I love you, I love you I love you, I love you I love you, I love you, I love you I love you, I love you I love you, I love you I love you I love you When you were unsure I’d hold your hand And when you were sad I would understand I'd understand you You And when you were lost I pointed the way And when you’d say “I can't do it, I can't do it" "I can't do it, I can't do it” I’d say, I’d say You I love you! I love you, I love you I love you, I love you I love you, I love you, I love you I love you, I love you I love you, I love you I love you I love you! And now that you're gone I wonder why And now that you're gone Oh, how I cry Over you You
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Something is draining me Now I’m weak like a child Confusion controlling Things I can’t reconcile And life’s so confusing When the truth is not told And the lies, contradictions Then the insults so Cold Take my confusion – to near and to far Take my confusion – too near and too far Something has changed in me With trust all undone And the chaos that followed Has love on the run To look for forgiveness Accepting what’s done Eternally waiting For signs from someone Take my confusion – to near and to far Take my confusion – too near and too far Take my confusion – to near and to far Take my confusion – too near and too far
10.
I always dreamed of Someone like you Who loved me as much as You seemed to do The smiles and the laughter Back when it began When you were my woman And I was your man
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I miss you so much I can’t get you outta my mind I need you so much I can’t get you outta my mind I’m addicted to your love Like you are some sort of a drug But now you’re so far away You’re just too far away I think about you Every single day You infect my thoughts always And I just can’t break away You are perfect in every way And in my heart you’ll always stay But now you’re too far away You’re just too far away But now you’re so far away You’re just too far away You’re just so far away You’re just too far away
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Every day Every day I love you more You are my everything And I love you more and more I’m afraid that no one will Love me more than you will Darling, you’re my everything And it is you I adore But where have you gone, dear? Now you’re being unclear Where’s the truth and honesty That we once had Tonight where are you? As I think about you You meant everything to me Is that so bad? Every day Every day I love you more “Eric, you’re my everything And I love you more and more” I’m afraid that no one will Love me more than you will “Eric, you’re my everything” And it is you I adore” But where have you gone, dear? Now you’re being unclear Where’s the truth and honesty That we once had But where have you gone, dear? Now you’re being unclear Where’s the truth and honesty That we once had
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Drive East 01:55
Drive east, she said (I miss you so) Drive east, she said (I need a friend) Drive east, she said (I need you so) I need you so Drive east, she said (I miss you so) Drive east, she said (I need a friend) Drive east, she said (I love you so) I love you so From a restroom, calling, calling Hiding, frightened and needing me Crying, crying – saying, “Help me, help me” And I gave you of me Drive east, she said (I miss you so) Drive east, she said (I need a friend) Drive east, she said (I need you so) I need you so Drive east, she said (I miss you so) Drive east, she said (I need a friend) Drive east, she said (I love you so) I love you so From some stairwell, calling, calling Scared and lonely and begging me Crying, crying – saying, “Love me, love me” I was always giving all of me Drive east, she said (I miss you so) Drive east, she said (I need a friend) Drive east, she said (I need you so) I need you so Drive east, she said (I miss you so) Drive east, she said (I need a friend) Drive east, she said (I love you so) I love you so
14.
Pushing, pulling, turn away What will you be like today? Treat me like I’m nobody Why can’t you be nice to me – please? Helping – I enable you Deceive me, say I misconstrue Hurt me, and make me your fool It’s just wrong, dear, what you do – to me
15.
What is the truth? And what is a lie? Which one tonight? A Jekyll or Hyde? I tried, I tried, I tried, I tried, I tried I told the truth But you lied, lied, lied to me I started to See through what you do Pernicious abuse How wicked are you? I tried, I tried, I tried, I tried, I tried I told the truth But you lied, lied, lied to me
16.
Months of my life I have waited For someone to understand And months of my life I have waited For someone to hold my hand Then you came along and you loved me You loved me the way you did And all of my life I have waited For you
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For you You Waited for you I’ve waited for you
18.
Thoughts in my mind I can’t clear them All these thoughts in my mind I can’t run from them The words that were said And the things that happened Feeling misled I can’t get away And things that I see All the places where We were happily I can’t run from them The words that were said All this dissonance I thought you were my friend It’s slowly killing me
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Memories that haunt me All the things you said to me All the contradictions That you told me I just wanted happiness To send some love your way Hoping not to be So very lonely I talk to your photo every day It’s like you’re here Sitting by my side Just like you used to I ask how your day has gone And what the weather’s like But all I want to say is that I love you
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Take my confusion – to near and to far Take my confusion – too near and too far
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The End 02:47
I really loved you And I really cared I truly loved you And I really cared I really loved you And yes, I still care I really loved you
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Duet 00:33
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You’re a special kind of person You’re unique in every way I love everything about you Think about you every day I can feel your hand in my hair I love how you hold my hand Wish we’d always be together Writing our names in the sand You’re a special kind of person You’re unique in every way I love everything about you Think about you every day I can see the fishes swimming Nibbling gently at our skin In the bathtub you could lay there As I’d play my violin You’re a special kind of person You’re unique in every way I love everything about you Think about you every day If you’d talk to me tomorrow To regret the things you said I’d forgive all that you said, dear We’d have peace and make amends You’re a special kind of person You’re unique in every way I love everything about you Think about you every day I love everything about you Think about you every day I love everything about you Think about you every day If you’d talk to me tomorrow To regret the things you said I’d forgive all that you said, dear And we’d always be as friends You’re a special kind of person You’re unique in every way I love everything about you Think about you every day I love everything about you Think about you every day I love everything about you Think about you every day

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25 tracks total - including a 16-song, 27-medley

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released July 23, 2021

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Eric Ryan-Johnson Tulsa, Oklahoma

Vocalist-Guitarist-Violinist & Singer-songwriter

Born in Madison, Wisconsin
Currently lives in Tulsa, Oklahoma

“Alt-acoustic-rock” “Extremely catchy songs”

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